They have names for girls like me: Thot Slut Tramp Fast Whore I am all of those things. All of these apply to me. I sleep with older men and a majority of them are married. They know how to make me feel like I’m special enough to give them what they want. I guess […]Read more "“Can’t go home alone again. Need someone to numb the pain.”"
Today alone, I have had three people come and talk to me about being a sugar baby. In those moments, my heart dropped. Every cell in my body was telling me to scream at them “No! Don’t! It’s not worth it! They will hurt you if they can!” But, I couldn’t because then it would […]Read more "Lessons Learned"
I’m sorry for being MIA y’all. But, so much has happened in such a short amount of time. So far: -I still haven’t gotten my biopsy results back -I’ve been feeling lonely and scared -I also had to restrain a patient and I am sure I now have a pinched nerve. So, with the patient […]Read more "It’s been a while"
(tw: blood mention, sexual history, slut shaming) So, I went to my oncology appointment yesterday. I figured it would be relatively easy to find the office but, it turns out I went to the wrong place FOUR times. I finally get to the office and fill out the forms. An adorable nurse came in to […]Read more "Colposcopy is a synonym for a deadly experience"
(TW: Sexual assault) I know I have been gone for a bit and that I have to update you all. So pretty much I have done a lot of reflecting recently. I have been in a stable mood which is pretty good. I get irritated with my mom and my sibling but, it was what […]Read more "Just another Manic Monday (I know it is Sunday)"
Hey everyone, I know I haven’t been up to date lately but, I just got back from vacation 2 days ago and the day after I landed, I had to go straight back to work. So, current events: -Smokey confessed that he no longer was attracted to me. When I asked him why didn’t he […]Read more "Current Update (Always Marilyn, Never Jackie)"
Smokey does not like me. He admitted to me that after my tirades he stopped being attracted to me. I don’t blame him one bit. He is not in the wrong. If someone spoke to me the way I did him, I would have left a long time ago. I asked him why didn’t he […]Read more "So I’m dumb af"